it is a painful start, but in time i realized that this is the beginning of new life in college. the real bad thing is, im shift to another college to finish a technical course (BSMATH). i really felt a combination of happiness and sadness for this but i remember the promise that i made to that person and my batch mates.

i really enjoyed and revived my old self again. the worst thing in my course is i felt neglected to that person who changed my life on the field trip. she’s on a unpredictable character and she don’t like to see me again. i cried on her because i really care on her. i felt a knife stabbing at my back.

since i graduate on my first course, i just want to have a job and have a good life but the challenge that i promised to her is not over and i take a second course on my old college on a packaging engineering course. i really want to prove to my old batch mates that i will finish this course for a reason, personal reason that is.

since then, even i really want to forget her in time but the small words that she said to me will never be erased to my mind. i don’t understand why, but i felt on a confusion. God knows why He used this person. i felt that there are signs that she will come to me someday. i advised to my teachers that she is not a ordinary person but a person that will be part of my life.

for now, im still praying for her and to my opinion, she is the last resort when it comes to helping to solve problems. I don’t want to mention her name on a public but i want this as an example that when you are down, there is still a chance to stand up and move on.

-I lost a friend on Dec 15, 2007.

-I meet a person that will changed my studies this semester.

-I getting a chance to prove that my previous project study is not a small time.

-I really have a chance to join the photojournalist contest and place on top 5.

-I really enjoy my packaging majors.

-I really learn to be more friendly and closer to my classmates, schoolmates, and friends.

-I really challenged to make things that I really don’t like.

-Lastly, I want to know more about God. I really love him such much.

what are your happiest moment?
-won 1st place on general information on u-day 2007. also won 3rd place in chorale. also meet new friends and people and the one person who made my day happy.

what are your plans on 2nd semester?
-taking 3 to 4 majoring subjects depends on the situation. whether i like it or not, i will take the major subjects.

any changes in your life?
-yes. since i return to engineering last year. and i really meet this person, i don’t want to reveal this but i’m really happy that this time its good.

why did you enter the "the CPU engineer"?
-love photography and love to take actions on pictures. i really love this job.

do have crush(es)?
-yes, for inspiration to lift me up and to move on.

who?
-i don’t want to reveal, it is a curse for me.

why do play dart instead of other games?
-i love to play dart and it is enjoyable compare to other games. it requires accuracy and mental skill.

lastly, why packaging engineering?
-i love this course and i really enjoyed it.

The problem is; there are discriminations, non-sense people, and totally freaking out for having a major subject in 2nd years (Me… One of the few advanced students to take up this course).  Also we facing lack of teamwork, chemistry, and friendship to the 1st years. This is natural, so don’t expect what will happen next.

For the last 3 semesters, still there is no existence to our department and to our course. We felt sad that "we don’t exist". No organization group, no seminars, no exhibits. I felt that we are in growing stage.

At least, we achieve on our department that is no ordinary department. Our overall class GPA is higher compare to other departments. Also, we are on preparing for the national packaging convention next semester. And finally… we will exist next school year!!!

Remember Engr 121??? I mean, come on… we are first timers okay.

At least we help our college to be top contenders on U-DAY 2007. I won 1st place in general information quiz. Jewel won the math quiz. Aldwin won the debate championship and so on… the worst thing that we encounter but enjoyable is we (pioneers) separated to the 2nd years and we fellowship together at the grandstand for the first time.

I really discovered my real passion on packaging… that’s why I’m one of the chosen few. GBU PACKAGERS!!!

you know what? i really enjoyed my summer vacation and my heart beats again. its a long story but im happy to see her again in a long time absence.

yeah, life goes on. so i have to move.

i have one week left before second semester ends. i really passed all the subjects (hurray!!!) especially on organic chem. confidence is there, but i have to take a final exams next week.

for this semester, it sucks. really sucks… its a long story but in the end, the result is: nothing happened!!! huhuhuhu…

fortunately, i meet some of my batchmates who will be my classmates on 1st sem, 2007. but this is the only the beginning of what will happen to come.

All subjects are passing: Includes organic chemistry… YAHOO!!! I may have not a excellent grade but i have a target grade to pass. school passing grade: 40%-50% my passing grade: 60% - 70% and it really works.

For now, i have lot of things to be done especially on my project study on my old course. Its tough but surely it would be finished on time.

Im preparing on my pre-finals and its going to be another week of headache.

Lastly, somethings improved, somethings changed, somethings forgotten this time.

if we review the year 2006, its a world of surprises, success, failures, suffering, you name it!!!

there are many powerful people, like saddam hussien, died…

in sports, the FIFA world cup, asian games, WPC, etc.

there are changes in this year 2006…

its getting hotter and hotter due to the global warming, i know… you feel hot during winter times.

more powerful storms, earthquakes, great disasters that makes thousands of people died.

wars, hunger, power… you name it!!!

still there was a lot of miracles and blessings for the year 2006…

i dont know what will be the outcome of 2007, who knows… its going to be a challenge to everyone.

GOD BLESS 2007!!!

i just think that im left beind on my batchmates (co’z they take ME, SE, CHE, CE, EE, ECE) your wrong!!! im going to prove to them that im the best and be the one of the best… sorry guys/gals im taking PACKAGING ENGINEERING!!! i found the suitable course for my skills, analysis, critical thinking, etc. and im the only guy in the batch that has a "special" course.

im just congratulate them, especially to "sheng pingul" (CHE). it just only the beginning of the story… and im looking forward to it.  im ready for the "NXT"!!!

So what when i graduate on Oct. 15, 2006? Nothing, face the real world. Seeking a job. I will do my best to survive and to prove to everyone that i can a job as soon as possible. First I have a nice vacation because, I dont have a vacation for 1 1/2 years. Nice eh.

I just want to thank my classmates, teachers, batchmates, cousins, and others who supported me for the last 5 1/2 years. I have experienced a lot of up’s and down’s and that’s what you called life.

I got something to tell you, "Stop dreaming… Act it now today before its too late".